What is going on

Long time no blog. So the last time I blogged about something/someone I was a little mad and still in shock over what was going on. I forgot the cover up name I had for you and personally want to make a better name for you. You are male friend. When you apologized to me a couple of months ago I was in shock and questioned it, a couple weeks into it I wanted to still hate you, and now we're here, months down the road and I've realized that I am really happy you are my friend again, and I get to call you friend. You may mention my other friends names and I'm okay with that, reason being we're friends, friends talk about others if they're concerned or worried about the other, or if you haven't spoken in a long time. I realized that when we hung out yesterday, when we were talking about my best friend.. I'm glad you two are fixing things up and I'm glad I was the one to make this move. I don't want to have two of my friends not get along, it's just weird. I wan us to be a happy friend family, better then last time though.
Like I've said, 2012 is the summer of change, Go and CHANGE something with the months you have off!
So far a lot has changed in my life, one of them being my perspective of life and no negative energy, inviting the "enemy" back into my life and making him a friend again, eating healthier and enjoying life!
Have fun with your life because you never know when time will be up!
Talk to you later summer people!
February 

Prom-posals

So, prom is coming up.. not that I'm going this year, but I've thought about it and, I think I'm going to help you guys and girls on what some girls might want or dream about on how to propose to prom.
Well, it's how I'd like to be asked, but a lot of other girls probably wouldn't mind these ideas.
Tips:

• Be romantic and thoughtful on how you'll ask that special someone
• don't be disappointed if they say no
• stay positive and happy no matter the outcome
• don't be nervous

Ideas:

1. scavenger hunt:

okay, I know it sounds weird but, hey is always cute to send them on a scavenger hunt to find you... best thing to do, leave your identity a mystery.. you will be the prize at the end of the hunt. 

Start by leaving a note on her locker, and try and make the messages rhyme and maybe leave a flower pedal

 ( her favourite flower) with each note just to tie it all together. Don't keep the hunt to long, try and keep it short but not too short. At the end, have you standing there, maybe in a mask, with a note asking prom? and her favourite flowers in your hand (don't be cheap and use the flower you used to take the flower pedals off -.-). Then reveal yourself and take the mask off :) 

{this is a good idea if your prom theme is masquerade} 

2. gifts:

another weird one, but I don't mean like; "Oh, here, I bought you tons of gifts and spent more money on this then I did on my laptop!" no, I mean, it's the thought that counts, so I find it romantic when a person, tries to find some of my favourite things out about me and give them to me.. an example, what's their favourite coffee/how do they take their coffee? what's their favourite flower? favourite sports team? what's their favourite colour? 

For me, I like my Mocha café coffee from Tim Hortons, daisies are my favourite flower, Go Chicago Black Hawks! and I like the colour yellow. So I'd find it kind of romantic if the person who wants to ask me to prom, was at my locker one morning with my favourite coffee, in a Chicago Black Hawks jersey

 (or in my favourite colour of shirt), as well as holding a bunch of colourful daisies. That's just flat out sweet because you took the time to figure out what their favourites are. (Sometimes it's easy to find this stuff out by, asking their friends or stalking their facebook profile or throwing this questions into conversations with the person, but not all of these questions in the same conversation though).

3. A planned date:

If your already dating, or are just friends, ask them to go out with you, don't make it seem like a date however, call it an adventure. Go and do something they'd be interested in. Spend the day with them. 

An example, ask them if they want to go on an adventure with you, pack a picnic lunch, heck maybe even make the lunch together to bond a little bit, go out for a hike if they like hiking, or maybe just go for a ride in he car to a nice park, or take a nice trip on the subway (but have a nice destination, example a park). Once you get there just hang out, have a picnic in the park, at the end, when having a pudding cup for dessert, or cupcake, either mention, "hey, proms coming and I was wondering if you want to maybe go with me?" make it official with something of there favourite (ex. flower). Or go into the bag you carried the lunch in and pull out a note that asks "Prom?" Make it special and make it something you would do and memorable. 

Well, those are just a few of my ideas on how to ask someone to prom, or maybe just to ask someone out.. 

Just a few reminders, make it special, make it yours, and whatever you do... DON'T ASK THEM OUT OVER THE COMPUTER OR TEXT MESSAGE!  That just makes you look really wimpy as well as make it easier to say no too.  Never ask someone out behind a screen. That's just terrible, at least have the courage to call them and ask, although, that's still pretty easy to say no too. Make the effort, take the time, Do it in person... All I have to say is, GOODLUCK!  I believe you'll all do fine in asking that special someone to go to prom with you or to date you. 

Sincerely,

FEBRUARY :)

Time to suck it Up and in

So, the good weather is starting to show itself, which is always a good thing, but it always means time to buckle into the school work and get in those projects. With balancing school, co-op, friends and family I barely have time to blog or exercise. Which is terrible, but, any minute I have free, I go with exercise first then blogging (sorry). You probably wondering what the heck February, what's up with your title, well, with a great 2 seasons ahead of us, I've decided to just suck it up, work is work, hard or easy it's just work and it has to be done, dealing with people in school sucks, but you know what, only like 2 months left we can all suck it up! And the suck it in part refers to exercise. Girls, Guys, hey you sitting behind your computer complaining about "If only I could lose a few pounds", yeah you! I'm no doctor but I know starving yourself isn't healthy and neither is sitting on your butt doing nothing, so, here's some tips for those who want to slim down the gut, eat health, not less, not more, just healthy. Instead of sitting at the computer with chips, hows about some carrot sticks, or veggie sticks, and don't slouch! it's better if you sit up straight, posture can make you look taller and slimmer!
Are you saying to yourself every Saturday afternoon, "oh I'm so bored, I know, facebook/twitter/ computer time", just no! get on those good walking/ running shoes, plug in the great music you love listening to (up to beat/ happy music) and go for a walk, jog or run. I find when I walk, I suck in  my gut that I have, and you can feel muscles tightening, but the best way to get rid of a gut is sit ups and crunches after the walk/run/jog. Trust me people, long @$$ walks pay off in every way possible. It's a great stress reliever and a great work out, For me I go for an hour long walk during the week (when i can, I mean, an hour a day)  and on Saturday, I normally go for a good 2 hour walk. Now I'm not trying to force you to go that long, but, go for a good half an hour at least, instead of complaining. People! let's wake up the world and change what we do and how we feel about ourselves, I'm tired of hearing everyone complain about their body, either embrace your body or change it, but don't complain about it and expect things to change over night, you have to make the first move in a step for a better tomorrow.
Try to change for the better good people, you'll feel better about yourself a lot more if you do..

Until next time people of the world, 

February 

Are you serious?

You wonder why our friendship ended on bad terms... you ever consider the fact that you were obsessed with my best friend? I forgave you like two weeks ago and now you're just going back to being obsessed with her and having to bring her up in conversation... Seriously? Are you actually doing this again? I don't want to base our friendship off of me knowing her and you being obsessed with her. I GET IT! You like my best friend more then friends, and you can't have her, but leave her out of our friendship! All I ask for.. Is that too much to ask?
-.-
Sincerely,
February

To be Happy you need Happiness

Today, for some reason I was mad, not really why, maybe it's because you showed up to school and you didn't even say hi to me, which is the main reason why I always asked you if you were my friend. I don't believe you understand what friendship is or understand how it works. In order to have a working relationship, doesn't matter if it's a friendship or a dating relationship, or any relationship it takes TWO to make a working, stable relationship, not just one. If there's only one person doing all the work in the relationship, then why bother even apologizing?
Hmm... by writing that all out I guess I found the reason for my mood to change from happiness to anger.
Well any ways, because of this mood swing that hit me like a brick, I found the best way for me to let out my anger.. running, I went for a run today, and it felt great just to run and cry a bit and express every emotion I was feeling. Hello weekly runs, Hello Happiness!
Spring has sprung in my step, 1 more step close to summer of change!
Sincerely,
February

Out Of the Blue

Last Night, you apologized to me, it took us both nine months to realize it was stupid before, but when you did apologize, I didn't believe you, until today when my friend told me how you were talking about how much you really want to be my friend and apologize to me. When my friend told me this, I realized the truth, It's time to let go of the past and start new. So, let's do it, let's start new and become friends.
Sincerely,
February

Happiness fell upon me

Today, I got to see you for the first time in months. I became so happy and I smiled. I smile every time I think of you. Service boy, you're awesome, and if just the thought of you makes me smile, you're pretty intense. I'm just nervous that my little crush might have turned into much more. You give me butterflies, and I really like that feeling when it comes down to it with you. I really want to see you again, maybe when you're not working :)
Sincerely,
February <3