Saturday 31 December 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR

So, it's a New Year and I'm ready for a lot of change. I want this year to be positive and awesome not crappy like 2011.
To the New Year! Cheers!

February

Service Boy

Seriously bro, you still don't get my sarcasm do you? It's cool you'll get it eventually..
Maybe I was just a tad rude with you, but, I was mad, well upset, I know it seems weird but, I have mood swings when I rethink my past and today I was reflecting on this crappy ass year I've had and I'm just ready for a new year.  I hope we'll keep in touch if i don't stay in the New Year.

February

Friday 30 December 2011

Service Boy

Dear Service Boy, I think I see you more like a brother to me now. It seems to me that you care for me as a brother would and I like that, I like knowing I have someone that is older then me to take care of me seeing as I don't have an older sibling. But as my brother you should know this, I think I like your actual younger brother... AWKWARD.... uhm yeah.... so see you at work right?

February

Tuesday 20 December 2011

Smile

Please smile.
I want you to be happy.
I want you to be you.
I've seen you upset for a few days now, and it kills me to know I can't do anything to give you your joy back.
Friend, I want you to smile, so I promise I will do all of my best to make you smile again, because, when you're happy, I'm happy, when you're sad, I lose my mind (even more then I already have).
If it makes you feel better, I will make a fool of myself, just to make you happy again.
I care!
February

I've Lost

I've lost everything it seems.
I've lost my joy, my happiness,
I've lost my friends and family,
I've lost my school work,
I've lost weight.
I've lost my time,
I've lost everything.
I've lost my mind, I claim I am insane because there is no sanity here, nothing makes sense anymore, I'm a nervous wreck. The only thing I've gained is money, which hasn't brought me happiness, the saying is right, money DOESN'T give you happiness. When will I get my life back? When will I find my sanity?
February

Saturday 17 December 2011

Merry (Early) Christmas

To society,
it's still Merry Christmas not Happy holidays... just saying...
if it makes you feel better, Merry Christmas and happy holidays
And it's never going to be a holiday tree it will always be a Christmas tree.
If it makes you feel better, it will be an Evergreen Tree.


I had to get that off my chest sorry
February