To be Happy you need Happiness

Today, for some reason I was mad, not really why, maybe it's because you showed up to school and you didn't even say hi to me, which is the main reason why I always asked you if you were my friend. I don't believe you understand what friendship is or understand how it works. In order to have a working relationship, doesn't matter if it's a friendship or a dating relationship, or any relationship it takes TWO to make a working, stable relationship, not just one. If there's only one person doing all the work in the relationship, then why bother even apologizing?
Hmm... by writing that all out I guess I found the reason for my mood to change from happiness to anger.
Well any ways, because of this mood swing that hit me like a brick, I found the best way for me to let out my anger.. running, I went for a run today, and it felt great just to run and cry a bit and express every emotion I was feeling. Hello weekly runs, Hello Happiness!
Spring has sprung in my step, 1 more step close to summer of change!
Sincerely,
February

Out Of the Blue

Last Night, you apologized to me, it took us both nine months to realize it was stupid before, but when you did apologize, I didn't believe you, until today when my friend told me how you were talking about how much you really want to be my friend and apologize to me. When my friend told me this, I realized the truth, It's time to let go of the past and start new. So, let's do it, let's start new and become friends.
Sincerely,
February

Happiness fell upon me

Today, I got to see you for the first time in months. I became so happy and I smiled. I smile every time I think of you. Service boy, you're awesome, and if just the thought of you makes me smile, you're pretty intense. I'm just nervous that my little crush might have turned into much more. You give me butterflies, and I really like that feeling when it comes down to it with you. I really want to see you again, maybe when you're not working :)
Sincerely,
February <3

Holding a Grudge... Forget about it!

Yesterday I realized,  holding onto a grudge is still just holding onto you, and I realized inorder for me to totally remove myself from you, i have to totally let go of everythning. And, so here I am, I am letting go of the grudge I hold against your friends and you. Summer of change, has now started in Spring :)
Hello New Beginning
February 

Frustration, Anger, Annoyance, Jealousy,Sadness, Disappointment

I am disturbed by a lot currently, and disappointed, and jealous and.. just to much.... Lately I've been feeling very much not like myself.
 I feel like there is something super wrong with me, and I've been scaring myself a lot.
I've started to plan my summer, I call it, 2012; Summer of Change...  With the worry of my diagnosis on what I might have, I've have decided to make a huge change in my life style.
In order to over come the jealousy and the sadness, the anger and the disappointment, changes need to be done. I really want the summer to come now.

Word of the Wise~
you can over come your evils.. put your mind to it,I believe in you.
Sincerely,
February :)