Time to suck it Up and in

So, the good weather is starting to show itself, which is always a good thing, but it always means time to buckle into the school work and get in those projects. With balancing school, co-op, friends and family I barely have time to blog or exercise. Which is terrible, but, any minute I have free, I go with exercise first then blogging (sorry). You probably wondering what the heck February, what's up with your title, well, with a great 2 seasons ahead of us, I've decided to just suck it up, work is work, hard or easy it's just work and it has to be done, dealing with people in school sucks, but you know what, only like 2 months left we can all suck it up! And the suck it in part refers to exercise. Girls, Guys, hey you sitting behind your computer complaining about "If only I could lose a few pounds", yeah you! I'm no doctor but I know starving yourself isn't healthy and neither is sitting on your butt doing nothing, so, here's some tips for those who want to slim down the gut, eat health, not less, not more, just healthy. Instead of sitting at the computer with chips, hows about some carrot sticks, or veggie sticks, and don't slouch! it's better if you sit up straight, posture can make you look taller and slimmer!
Are you saying to yourself every Saturday afternoon, "oh I'm so bored, I know, facebook/twitter/ computer time", just no! get on those good walking/ running shoes, plug in the great music you love listening to (up to beat/ happy music) and go for a walk, jog or run. I find when I walk, I suck in  my gut that I have, and you can feel muscles tightening, but the best way to get rid of a gut is sit ups and crunches after the walk/run/jog. Trust me people, long @$$ walks pay off in every way possible. It's a great stress reliever and a great work out, For me I go for an hour long walk during the week (when i can, I mean, an hour a day)  and on Saturday, I normally go for a good 2 hour walk. Now I'm not trying to force you to go that long, but, go for a good half an hour at least, instead of complaining. People! let's wake up the world and change what we do and how we feel about ourselves, I'm tired of hearing everyone complain about their body, either embrace your body or change it, but don't complain about it and expect things to change over night, you have to make the first move in a step for a better tomorrow.
Try to change for the better good people, you'll feel better about yourself a lot more if you do..

Until next time people of the world, 

February 

Are you serious?

You wonder why our friendship ended on bad terms... you ever consider the fact that you were obsessed with my best friend? I forgave you like two weeks ago and now you're just going back to being obsessed with her and having to bring her up in conversation... Seriously? Are you actually doing this again? I don't want to base our friendship off of me knowing her and you being obsessed with her. I GET IT! You like my best friend more then friends, and you can't have her, but leave her out of our friendship! All I ask for.. Is that too much to ask?
-.-
Sincerely,
February

To be Happy you need Happiness

Today, for some reason I was mad, not really why, maybe it's because you showed up to school and you didn't even say hi to me, which is the main reason why I always asked you if you were my friend. I don't believe you understand what friendship is or understand how it works. In order to have a working relationship, doesn't matter if it's a friendship or a dating relationship, or any relationship it takes TWO to make a working, stable relationship, not just one. If there's only one person doing all the work in the relationship, then why bother even apologizing?
Hmm... by writing that all out I guess I found the reason for my mood to change from happiness to anger.
Well any ways, because of this mood swing that hit me like a brick, I found the best way for me to let out my anger.. running, I went for a run today, and it felt great just to run and cry a bit and express every emotion I was feeling. Hello weekly runs, Hello Happiness!
Spring has sprung in my step, 1 more step close to summer of change!
Sincerely,
February

Out Of the Blue

Last Night, you apologized to me, it took us both nine months to realize it was stupid before, but when you did apologize, I didn't believe you, until today when my friend told me how you were talking about how much you really want to be my friend and apologize to me. When my friend told me this, I realized the truth, It's time to let go of the past and start new. So, let's do it, let's start new and become friends.
Sincerely,
February

Happiness fell upon me

Today, I got to see you for the first time in months. I became so happy and I smiled. I smile every time I think of you. Service boy, you're awesome, and if just the thought of you makes me smile, you're pretty intense. I'm just nervous that my little crush might have turned into much more. You give me butterflies, and I really like that feeling when it comes down to it with you. I really want to see you again, maybe when you're not working :)
Sincerely,
February <3

Holding a Grudge... Forget about it!

Yesterday I realized,  holding onto a grudge is still just holding onto you, and I realized inorder for me to totally remove myself from you, i have to totally let go of everythning. And, so here I am, I am letting go of the grudge I hold against your friends and you. Summer of change, has now started in Spring :)
Hello New Beginning
February 

Frustration, Anger, Annoyance, Jealousy,Sadness, Disappointment

I am disturbed by a lot currently, and disappointed, and jealous and.. just to much.... Lately I've been feeling very much not like myself.
 I feel like there is something super wrong with me, and I've been scaring myself a lot.
I've started to plan my summer, I call it, 2012; Summer of Change...  With the worry of my diagnosis on what I might have, I've have decided to make a huge change in my life style.
In order to over come the jealousy and the sadness, the anger and the disappointment, changes need to be done. I really want the summer to come now.

Word of the Wise~
you can over come your evils.. put your mind to it,I believe in you.
Sincerely,
February :)